Not around

I’ve grown up
in five or four days.
I’ve tasted,
the sandish flavor,
of a Pyramid in my mouth.

I’ve been erased,
from my own thoughts.
I’ve died, one thousand times.
And get back on my feet.

Only to hear you smile.

I made my own fantasy world.
With dragons and heroes,
As you may see,
if you get it right..
I’m trying to forget,
how shitty is my life,
when you are,
just.. not around.